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A song I wrote about having trouble with falling asleep and facing bad memories / anxious impulses / post-traumatic experiences while trying to fall asleep. Sometimes I wake up crying because of that. But even though it sucks facing stuff like that, I know I am not the Only one facing this. So with this song especially, I really hope I can be there for those who face the same nightmares and feelings of fear. One day you'll dream peacefully and find the happiness you are looking for. I promise you... Don't give up.
Because no matter how much you think you're alone, *She* is with you.
lyrics
[1]
Its hard for me, just to fall asleep, My Eyes are closing all physicly
but staggeringly, feel an apogee, transition everywhere, but no sleep
emotionally who can really tell, in expressing emotions i excell
I'm glad you can all recognise aswell, even if I worry and I hate myself
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been depressed since I started this, been afraid of disregardedness
been afraid of being all dismissed, I'm not so tough but still took the hits
All my life, I've been on edge, battlescars, but I still allege
never felt truly felt at my best, unconfident, but still prove my pledge
[2]
I'm gratefull for everyday, I can express this, in everyway
even though, I stay awake, and I hate the way, how my thoughts display
I refuse to forgive myself, for what I said or made propel
But no matter how much I cry inside, for everybody I will stop this hell
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I'm not sleeping if no-one can, suffer loss through their lifespan
I recognise it when people care, even if, everybodies scared
post traumatic, but don't give a damn, Know for who, you still am.
they deserve to be heared, I do this for all who think they're damned
[3]
And if you hear this song, know that I hear you
Know you're beautifull with everything that you say and do
when you miss your loved ones, I cry with you too
hold 'em close, like you are to me, tonights dream you feel as true
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Anxiety, always left me breathlessly
But I feel, what you feel, and I'm not sleeping 'till you aswell feel restfully
You deserve to furfill your dreams, 'cuz you're my girl
and if the worlds against us, we are against the world
[Chorus]
Hush now, don't weep
Quiet now, go to sleep
I feel it with you when your tears flow
I promise you, I won't let go
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Hush now, embrace the touch
Quiet now, take no rush
its ok to cry when you're close to me
'Cuz You got me, I got us
credits
from
If I ever Forget,
released September 15, 2018
Produced by; MC-Arch
Lyrics by; MC-Arch
Recording by; MC-Arch
Guitar Sample by; Soul Strings
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